Tuesday, 29 November 2011

A war happened to me.

A war? What do you think?
Ermmm this war content between 250-300 pages.
Pages?? Oh My gosh what is it?
Hmm an assignment which has 250-300 pages and 85% of it is in hand-writing. 

With this assignment what I learn is not only measure the quantity of the building.
Is more than that can make me explode!
In this assignment is my first time that I wanna give up on it and feel like the world is goin to end.
Is it thick enough????!!!
The hard time of this assignment which is lot of words you have to write and calculation between soil, wood, concrete, steel bar.....
I work for this in 2 weeks. My group mate and I only take rest 3 hours a day.
However everything comes to the end. Work submitted and Question & Answer work done.
What do you feel after work huh? A big stone removed.
During this 2 week I became more anger and I know I should say sorry to people if I really treat you bad specially my group mate Yun Pei!!
SORRY PEI PEI JIE!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BEST! WISH TO BE GROUP WITH YOU AGAIN. XD
As I mention before "learn more than that" What more is it? 
More is my mind become more strong to leave this college after diploma and don't even think to ask me stay in this college.
Why? Answer >>> No comment.
I told everyone I want to study civil engineering, but actually I like to be a biologist or veterinary.
Hmmm what we dream before is different in today, we call it as reality of world.
One more thing, just a diploma level assignment content which is thick like a dictionary which in A4 size
Don't you think is too over to student? 
Why over to student? Answer >>> No comment.
Okay my measurement issue ended here.
Next my English language.
Well I got the final marks in English which only 78.5!
Hm! Feel weird in this part, of course not because the mark I get is because why my tutor increase all the marks for some of the student? assist them to pass? Or what purpose? 
Honestly I doesn't like this. Why you want to do it? The mark given should be according what we had done errrr, if you increase all the marks, marks became easy to get and Why do I still pay much in this all stuff?
And there is no more cookies to me... Why? hmmm at least leave me a sweet......... /o\
However, I tried my best in your work so I would like to say I deserved the marks that you give me and thank you......
I like to be have you to my English tutor you cool you know? Lots of freedom.... What I can say is you are too kind..... Hmmm never mind...
Hmm next week another busy week....
When can I graduate for my diploma? Wish to leave .... T.T

Saturday, 5 November 2011

GOOD BYE

我现在又在漫长的路程下,回家乡中。
这个路程塞满了车,就感觉路程长长苦苦的走不完。
路程中下起雨来,就像天上也感觉到辛苦因为他看到长长苦苦的路…..走不完。
今天早上,本来很开心,课业忙完,什么都做好了…..
可是我看到了,自己不想看的东西,心情也改变了。
我相信大家也试过尝试着躲避一些东西,可是那样东西往往躲也躲不来。
就像我,我尝试着当不是一回事,不要理,可是从观察中 往往就告诉了我事实的真相。
今天上课很痛苦….做了下来看到了人们,想了他们能相信吗?
我自己的答案是不可能,我在他们里这个圈子我是个笨蛋吧。
感觉上我被耍,隐瞒着许多东西的。
我在班上忍着说我坚强不哭,不软弱。我做到了。
伤心的原因是什么啊?我……..不讲了。
刚才我一个朋友载我去一个地方,随兴的就聊了起来。
我问说为什么你可以每天那么开心啊?
她说“都已经过去了,伤心还有用吗?”
听了我醒一醒 ,也对。
原来也就那么简单的,就可以快乐的生活。
可是我事件根本都还没过去,我是否要自己放个句号 发信息去说 GOOD BYE”呢?
要选择怎样的生活方式呢?
很多永远烦不完的东西哦……
到了家乡了!放了一口气………
不理是什么,就好好的享受这几天的假期!
等假期完毕了才来烦恼吧。