changed

Every things, changed.
It had been a year, stay in this situation.
I made a comparison between the years. Loads of changes.
I lost many, the worst goes to me is my intellect has gone. Out of control.
There is one day, I went to the studio again, one step out of my leg again,
styles has gone, much like a down guy moving on the floor.
In this fact, I know I am not a dancer, this is my physically body not allow me to do it.
How nice is the song "read all about it" but this only a dream left behind my head.
So far until today, I am glad.
Not to give up and never cause I found a supporter.
Is the one now supporting of my life, once is gone.
Life turn to darkness again.

快两年了

还记得两年前，说要踏入人生新的阶段
说离家出走，远走去读书
我还记得那段时候
没朋友 没快乐 天空大得让人孤独
可是慢慢的 看到了许多 不同的朋友
心情慢慢的开心起来
可惜的是 课业上 感情上
都伤的很。当觉得累的时候 脑子就说现在很想回家去
痛苦的 这两年 不过就是开始
过后的生活我也不懂怎样过
很想开朗的过 可是我的性格 去不了开朗
在这里的生生活 泪流下的 很多 大部分也是课业的 伤心吧
我相信 以后也有许多的眼泪要一直流下。
没办法吧 卡呢特 眼睛就那么不管用 那么容易流下男生不该流的眼泪。

生活毕竟 改变许多，跟以前的我不一样
因为我比以前更加的 严重的 自我
想改变 可是 老是觉得 是世界逼成的
人们说是借口 可是 我也有我自己的想法
我觉得我现在追求的世界 是对的世界吗
横冲直撞 被误解 被责骂
生活 还真的蛮累人
我的生活感觉就是本来要起火 取暖 可是把自己烧伤的感觉
我的生活，我有一位路过的人 说 你的生活 要名为 愚人的国度
每天面对分叉路 成人的世界 好黑暗
希望能有一支万能的电筒
真的很怀念 以前 美好单纯的小开心 小幸福

为将来而烦恼天

我最近发现了 我有了老人心 那就是在担心自己的未来.
本来也没有想到这个问题 一直想着说 年轻没问题在继续玩
可是刚刚打开面子书 看到一个老师生日 按开了说想给个祝福
按了竟然24岁而已，他名贵名车一辆 了不起啊
再想想说 我现在19岁 如果真的要读工程师 毕业了 都25岁出了
老师24岁 名贵名车 一辆 我却25才出来 跑世界 赚自己的人生成就
会不会迟了点？其实我也想要放手去做 可是 跌倒后会如何？
我走的路是对的吗？是真的对自己走的路 还是为了家人而走的路啊
该如何办好 我读书才过了一年而已 却让我觉得半生不死
毕业后会怎样，到底能怎样 他妈的烦死了。

忐忑不安 (鸽子篇)

最近做什么都怪怪的

逛街 看戏 上网 都莫名其妙多了一份 压力存在

确实造成压力的原因呢我不知道 就大概大概是开课和成绩就快公布的关系吧

开课，这7星期的学期好像在赶着要假期式的，每个星期平均都有一个考试。

讨厌的是历史吧，甩开了然后他又回来了...

其余的都还好，值得开香槟庆祝的是 很快的3个星期大假期很快就到了

读书都这样 压力莫名其妙的存在 习惯就好。

我回去kl那么两天呢 算是度假吧 没什么课在上都是去 夜市 书店 电影 跑不了 都去了

可是呢 超级机车的 有两个 放我鸽子 

可是都没在生气 就离奇的搞笑。

第一个到了目的地 在等一会 怎么没人 拨电话去 

我说到:“美女！”

她：“那位？”

我挂电话。我是拨错电话号码吗？怎么问我那位。

好第二次再拨 确实是对的

我问：“你在那？”

她：“@#$%^你很坏 吵我醒来 还要 拨电话三次”

什么世界啊~~~ 

第二个 一早约好了 说星期五 我要跟你约会

说也没说 就走到penang去。

我命犯鸽子命 老是给人送鸽子~

New year update =]

Recently many crazy thing happens XD
of course most of it is happy stuff =]
Hmmm where should I begin??
Okay I should start from my con dance.
What dance??! Kenneth you shouldn't be dance
Go away you freak haha a lot of enjoyment in dance ar....
I performed a dance in a song..... what was that song? It is <sexy and I know it>
Very happy to dance on this song but I swear I won't be listen to this song anymore because heard many times of it!!!!!!!!!! ARRRR
And others friend haha dance with the song <boom boom pow> , <cannibal>, <shots>
WARRRR you all are so so cool muahaha and very funny Xp
After that day, I totally changed to insane because I can't just stop in that mood.
So, another gathering been done Muahahahahahaha Happy, crazy, domino's haha
You all are the first gang that I can play with in a insane mood.
However I consider you all are hehe>> psycho XD
Hmmmm Christmas Ding Dong Bell....
Just LET IT GO because is over XD
Comes to today !!!!!!!!! NEW YEAR EVE gosh!!!!!!!!
BUT I IN EXAM SO BYE BYE JUST STAY AT HOME LAR!
Stacy called me>>> wei wei wei Countdown jom!
I said x mau>.< sorry arrrrrrr haha Feel guilty if I haven't finish my revision and go out for fun Xp
But actually is has a skeleton in closet XD that I don't want to go Bla XD
When can we go back to the studio and play crazy as that day >.<
SOON! AFTER EXAM ROCK XD
In the end, happy new year to secondary friend, FYB friend, Con dance friend, College friend, and my beloved family XD
Hehe Big kiss for you allll muacks Xp

Doom day in life

Well... The doom day amaze me or killing me or both?

This is a very sad moment that stressful in my living life in KL

Wish to end all of this bullshit in this moment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arrrrr I can't celebrate my new year!!!!! Final in new year which is a very sad thing!

Hmm lucky there is day for Christmas!!!!!!!!!!! I think normally I won't be able to celebrate....

Why? Revision!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHH....

The life in KL just like killing people and drag people to hell.....

Therefore I decided! Return to my city in this weekend after my test....

Wee~~~ I want to release my stress, sleep well and eat well wahahahaha...........

End! back to revision.....wish luck to me and everyone

A war happened to me.

A war? What do you think?

Ermmm this war content between 250-300 pages.

Pages?? Oh My gosh what is it?

Hmm an assignment which has 250-300 pages and 85% of it is in hand-writing. 

With this assignment what I learn is not only measure the quantity of the building.

Is more than that can make me explode!

In this assignment is my first time that I wanna give up on it and feel like the world is goin to end.

Is it thick enough????!!!

The hard time of this assignment which is lot of words you have to write and calculation between soil, wood, concrete, steel bar.....

I work for this in 2 weeks. My group mate and I only take rest 3 hours a day.

However everything comes to the end. Work submitted and Question & Answer work done.

What do you feel after work huh? A big stone removed.

During this 2 week I became more anger and I know I should say sorry to people if I really treat you bad specially my group mate Yun Pei!!

SORRY PEI PEI JIE!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BEST! WISH TO BE GROUP WITH YOU AGAIN. XD

As I mention before "learn more than that" What more is it? 

More is my mind become more strong to leave this college after diploma and don't even think to ask me stay in this college.

Why? Answer >>> No comment.

I told everyone I want to study civil engineering, but actually I like to be a biologist or veterinary.

Hmmm what we dream before is different in today, we call it as reality of world.

One more thing, just a diploma level assignment content which is thick like a dictionary which in A4 size

Don't you think is too over to student? 

Why over to student? Answer >>> No comment.

Okay my measurement issue ended here.

Next my English language.

Well I got the final marks in English which only 78.5!

Hm! Feel weird in this part, of course not because the mark I get is because why my tutor increase all the marks for some of the student? assist them to pass? Or what purpose? 

Honestly I doesn't like this. Why you want to do it? The mark given should be according what we had done errrr, if you increase all the marks, marks became easy to get and Why do I still pay much in this all stuff?

And there is no more cookies to me... Why? hmmm at least leave me a sweet......... /o\

However, I tried my best in your work so I would like to say I deserved the marks that you give me and thank you......

I like to be have you to my English tutor you cool you know? Lots of freedom.... What I can say is you are too kind..... Hmmm never mind...

Hmm next week another busy week....

When can I graduate for my diploma? Wish to leave .... T.T